He was not afraid. He was ready. Contrary to popular belief, he was not turning to God in his most helpless moment. After 70 years of being an atheist, he had completely lost that feeling. Death was always there and always an option. Life had given him a long life. He had been able to live every day as if he would die tomorrow, and when he looked back, he saw that he had lived. Like everything else, all that experience would be lost in history.
